Tuesday, June 19, 2012

The first drops ...come....

As the month of June nears its end a question dawns on me.......
is it the last whole month i spend with my family.....
the rains of bhilai,the greenery around,the beautiful romantic weather ,the cool breeze blow my hair,the sweet smell fills my souls,the rain drops wash my heart and my tears ..........they get lost in the rain.

i ask myself isn't it the 1 thing i had been waiting for all dis tym??
my heart says it is for it now searches for a reason to move on,a new path to follow,
my mind says no do not pressurize me m already pre occupied with so many decisions to be taken...

i have it all today ...yet it scares me to think this might be the end..or is it a new beginning...?///
where will i go?
how far?be it the distance of the bodies or the soul...
i search for thee to tell u m lost i need help...
but all i get is a blank loneliness...

i keep the doors and windows open hoping maybe a dream or sum1s kiss myt jst touch me on its way....
i keep the curtains flying hoping it wud give me a hope..
as i light the candle in front of  god i feel his presence yet 
do i have sum1 to share it all with???
no..... i was,i m ,i will be the migratory bird...

is it the beginning or an end???!!!!!!!


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