Wednesday, June 24, 2015

A personal favourite!!!

 তুমি রবে নীরবে হৃদয়ে মম
নিবিড় নিভৃত পূর্ণিমানিশীথিনী-সম॥
          মম জীবন যৌবন    মম অখিল ভুবন
     তুমি    ভরিবে গৌরবে নিশীথিনী-সম॥
জাগিবে একাকী     তব করুণ আঁখি,
     তব অঞ্চলছায়া মোরে রহিবে ঢাকি।
          মম দুঃখবেদন    মম সফল স্বপন
     তুমি    ভরিবে সৌরভে নিশীথিনী-সম॥
Thou shalt dwell in silence in my heart like the full moon in the summer night.
Thy sad eyes shall watch over me in my wanderings.
The shadow of thy veil shall rest upon my heart
Thy breath like the full moon in the summer night shall hover about my dreams, making them fragrant.
- Translated by Rabindranath Tagore

Sunday, June 14, 2015

Aimless stalkers!!!!!

I stay in this lovely town Manipal...where the crowd mostly consists of the students..
since I stay here almost 9 months a year ..and it's been 3 years now I would say I know this place well enough...
The other day (only after four months of getting my scooty here) I got the opportunity to go for a drive in the rain..the very famous rains of manipal..which can drench you physically or even in the lovely emotions attached to it....
I had my jacket on me,,..
For those who know manipal I hadn't crossed m.g.m school and I took a u turn back to home.
Near the polar bear shop(which is a good 10mins drive from my place) a guy on his scooty with his sweat shirt on..and a pair of shorts crossed my way...all the while staring at me like he has never seen  a girl, not even his mother or sister I guess..
Like any other person on the road I didn't bother to give him a second glance..
As I kept driving,this guy started following me..
sometimes moving towards me as if he wants to talk to me or probably touch me,..The way he was staring made me feel like a piece of cake he would wanna have...
he kept coming and going in front of me to the extent that I could have hit an elderly lady/...
Irritated with this behavior from a student who most probably is even younger to me..made me wonder is this what life is all about for such creeps...
Is this what our elders are teaching us these days?
This is how we respect their teachings?
So as I came closer to my house I entered this lane which is a bit deserted,this guy came just beside me..almost making an attempt to touch me...
I moved away but not much further and he was on my right side...the side I was supposed to enter my house...
For a good 5 mins I couldn't enter the gate since he was stopping me... and then  when I somehow managed to enter the place he kept taking turns to come in front of the gate and stare at me...but he didn't have the guts to enter since the guard was around...
Wonder if such creeps were born with only one aim in their life...
to be an aimless girl stalkers....
******... 


Someone!!!!

Someone to take care..
not to  take care of me,but maybe my thoughts..
Someone to love me...
not love me to be his own,but to be who i'm.
Someone to praise me...
for nothing more than what i am...
Someone to surprise me..
with nothing expensive,but his thoughts.
Someone to sit and watch me over a distance...
or probably offer me a drink,with his eyes...
Someone to accept me for who i am..
Someone who wants to be with me..
not be forced to be!!!
Someone for whom I am important...
even if he chooses to fool around...
Someone to understand his worth in my life..
without misjudging me...
Someone who takes me for a coffee date.
.or maybe a ride to the beach
Someone who prefers to hold my hand only to assure his presence ..
not to show off to the world..
Someone who is not scared to acknowledge my presence in their life..
Someone who doesn't choose me over others...
 but definitely a me at times...
Someone who doesn't try to impress me...
but just love me enough to not have to state it!!!



Someone who deserves me!!!!