Somewhere under her unending smiles... she hides a tear or two but is often embarrassed to let the world know...
Somewhere behind the mask of her friends she knows they only help her hide the loneliness...
Somewhere behind all those trials of keeping herself positive..she knows she can never have all that she wants and more...
Behind all self imposed obsessions she knows its a trial to keep herself occupied...
Behind all the laughter on herself ... she knows she wants to be praised...
Behind all the act of not caring...she is probably in a need of it too...
That moment when she puts her hair behind her ears ...she imagines someone doing it too.......
That part of the story that makes her cry is probably what she is longing for too...
That moment of the day she is looking forward to is probably keeps her going too...
