Do you ever feel so???

Do you ever just feel like giving up on the place or maybe the people?
Holding in for too long , o don't you get weary of the things that happen to you.
Do you ever regret being so insecure, that your heart burns at the thought of loosing that time?..
Do you ever get scared thinking about how the past might attack you all over again?
Ever got tired of being left on your own, so tired that you wanted to go grab that pillow and wish you hadn't been moulded to be so independent after all??
Ever feared loosing those people, those little things you ignored all this while cause they were seemingly small??
Do you ever sit and think how you have been perceived before.... But o do you realize not all of that pain is meant to go away ever...
You ever get so tired,. So tired that you wanna give up on the idea on existing the way you do???
Find a new place , new you...
But o your heart it's etched now with memories and people you can never give up on..
So now what ?.
You put on a smile again, wear your armour and walk out to battle your demons!!!.
No you can't hide them , only push them back!!