Sunday, July 26, 2015

Slow Down

Slow down ,take a breath .
Think before you take the next step.
Wonder why you are moving so fast?
Ever wondered what is the need to please someone?
What is the need to try so hard?
why the shame in showing your tears?
Why the hatred to the people who care?
Why judge someone ?
Why be biased based on color or figure?
Why the need to compete against someone?
why the need to think before deciding on something?

Slow down cause the world is not gonna stop and think about you...
you got to stop and just not wish to get a day off but grab the first opportunity and take it off!
don't fight cause that only shows you are loosing....
hold on tight there is something,someone, somewhere you can go to...

Slow down..cause you have to live on...
live for yourself..nothing else matters more!!!

What is love!!!

Since childhood we are told to love our near and dear ones....
Love those who give you chocolates,those whose feet you touch cause they are elder to you,those who you stay with everyday cause they will help you live...
Ever wondered they probably just tell you to love yourself so much that you only show love to everyone who might help you in a way or so....
You leave home eventually and reach a place where you know nothing about anyone..
You either fall prey to the defined ideas of love...they see you ,they like you,they give you flowers they say they love you and you get someone new to help you move on with life...
or else you start talking just because you know no one around but you need company,you need recreation and so you start loving,...
LOVING YOURSELF EVEN MORE...
But some of us look for real love... not for the love of thy self but for the love where you win when you loose!!!
For me love would be when someone steals glances to check if i'm doing fine in the mid of all the hustle bustle.
When someone calls me up just to check if i'm doing good,or give me company when i'm bore.
When I can be weird around them without having to be conscious about myself.
When I can laugh freely,when someone can make me smile even when i'm down..
When someone chooses to be with me for a while even with a lot of people around.
When someone calls you up  to check if you reached home.
Hold your hand when to assure you everything is gonna be fine.
Tells you you are beautiful even when you know you are not..
That last fag of their cigarette...or the last sip of their coke, maybe the last bite of their food.
And here I do not talk about a boyfriend or a girlfriend..
 I talk about friends.... being just friends whose hand you can hold without inhibitions...
Not a girl or not a boy in specific ..just a friend...
A LOVE..

Thursday, July 23, 2015

All i want!!!

Growing up in small towns my dreams have always been to reach out...out to the world full of mysteries...a world full of new wonders..
Fly out ..see the world like a bird.
I want to live like a wanderer..pack a bag and move out.. people and money will come and go but the time to make memories will never come back....
Meet new and wonderful people...tell them about yourself cause you care not if they judge you... shout from the top of mount Titlis... watch your tears flow while you experience the Norway sun.
Run around the streets of Chefchaouen,in a white gown.
or probably take a boat through Venice with a bandanna and a torn jeans..
Climb the streets of  Cinque terre...
Live working for an NGO in Santorini...
or walk through the streets of Wroclaw...
Get married for a day in Las vegas.
Start with baby steps around the country...walk the streets of Jodhpur..
Ride a bike in Leh...
Stay in a house boat in Kerala...
Stay with the people of Kashmir get to know their life..
Learn the language Haryanvis speak...
Find a soul partner who could picturise you through all this....
(after all who doesn't like a candid pic... through the lens of someone who loves you.)
or get married when you are 35...in the palaces of Jaipur...
fly on a parachute... hold someone's hand while you sky dive..
go skiing in the snow..
get a license for snorkeling...
live a life while you can....
be so free the birds be jealous too.